Late Night Train

A rumbling in the distance. A blaring horn. Vibrations throughout the body. Stillness in the dark. Ancient instruments. Running water. Quiet thoughts. Deep breaths. Doors slamming. Heavy footsteps. Clanking ice. Squeaky bed. Murmured voices. Flickering light. Roaring engine. Shadows. Dozing eyes. Soft skin. Sore limbs. Pink background. 11:31. Incoming Call. Excited shrieks. Overwhelming gratitude. Teary eyed. Late. Night.


I Am.

I always envision myself sitting on the top of a soft lush green hill surrounded by hilly mountain tops taking in the vibrant colors of the sky as the sun sets. This is my calm, this is my peace, this is my joy. This is where I am nothing at all. I just exist. Nothing more, nothing less. I Am.

Listen Up!

I’m a little drunk

Leave me the fuck alone

Can’t get no better

Because what the fuck do you know

I ain’t thinking straight

But then again I think I am

My clearest thoughts emerge

I know who I am

Sipping from this cup

It’s time to double up

I laugh at myself

Because this is who I am

Don’t wanna hide it

I wanna hide it

Because I ain’t proud

Or am I

Because my brightest ideas come alive

All the time but no time

Lonely as fuck

But who gives a fuck

Because I got me and my thoughts

Wouldn’t want it any other way

But just like today

My brightest ideas come in the night

Just hope I’m ok

To make it alive

Just let me sip and drown

I ain’t trying to go down


Who The Fuck You Looking At?

I’ve had some time to get to know myself

All the fucking time in the world to dwell on who I may be

But don’t you know this shit don’t come easy

Coming and going, going and coming

All the time to switch it up on a motherfucker

All the time, but no time

Don’t know why I do what I do

Gotta keep moving and ‘do what it do’

But why lie and say everything is alright

When I know damn well everything is not fine

You live and you learn

You go and you earn

Everything is learned

Old habits never die, they just continue to multiply

Save me from myself and I’ll do the rest

At my very best

All the fucking time in the world to dwell on who I may be

But never on the person that’s standing right in front of me