It’s June 21, 2017 – 3:08 AM. I’m just here…doing nothing but contemplating. I just want the sun to come up. Do you feel that way sometimes? Like you yearn for tomorrow or for a time where you believe you have it all together just the way you like? Maybe I’m impatient, maybe I’m too anxious or maybe I’m just bored?
I’m having trouble sleeping. I’m impatiently waiting. I’m anxious for a time that has not yet arrived. I want to keep moving, but that’s just not how it works. No need to rush. I have to keep sane.