I’ve been hating myself lately…
All of this is irrational but I can’t help but revel in these negative thoughts. I’m not enough. I never was. I just can’t get it right. Nothing is ever right. I’m stuck. I’m lost. I don’t know what I want. I’m fat. I’m ugly. I’m stupid. I’m nothing.
Goddamnit I hate myself.
Overwhelmed as I see light reflect on the Sea.
Take it in. Breath it in. Bask in all its glory.
Falling so gracefully. Falling, falling, falling.
The breath of nature washes over me, gently.
To be overcome with the emotion of Mother Earth and to feel strongly at peace.
The Moon? She smiles at me.
Under her presence I am illuminated.
I breathe. A tear drops.
I am made of Wind and Sea.