Here’s to 2017

You are here. In this very moment, you are alive. After all that you have been through this year, you are here. How does it feel? …Bittersweet? But it’s out with the old and in with the new. And this is to 2017. A year in which you will live your life like its golden. A year in which you will fall madly in love with yourself. A year in which you will samba to the beat of your own drum. A year in which you will laugh a little more and enjoy the little things. A year in which you will spread peace and happiness to those around you. A year in which you will believe in yourself a little bit more. A year in which you will kick ass. A year in which everything is possible. This is to your hopes, your dreams, and the endless possibilities. This is to 2017.

BRI.V.M.

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Moody Bitch

 
Moody

I hate this feeling. Feeling helpless, feeling stuck. It keeps building until I explode. And when I explode, I explode with a vengeance. Hateful words spew from my mouth. Hot tears roll down my cheeks. The back of my hand bruises from the rage I unleash. And then everything becomes silent…

BRI.V.M.

Questions for Knowing Yourself Better

1. If you could change one aspect of your life or personality, what would it be?

2. Are you “your own person” or are you defined and pushed around by others?

3. Is there any area of your life where you feel out of control?

4. Do you feel more comfortable in an organised or chaotic environment?

5. How comfortable are you with spontaneous ideas, or a last minute change in plans?

6. Do you feel renewed by being around others, or is it crucial for you to have time on your own?

7. Are you motivated, or undermined, by competition?

8. Do you work well under pressure, or do you tend to fall apart?

9. Are you better at praising and complimenting others, or at consciously affirming and building yourself up?

10. Are you a morning or an evening person?

11. Do you persevere, or do you give up easily?

12. Do you like to go with the flow, or take control of your own life?

13. Are you more of a thinker or a feeler?

14. What are your passions and goals?

15. What would your perfect day look like?

Song Of The Week 11/28/16

Once I watched her video, Human, I became totally intrigued with the artist that is Sevdaliza. The creativity of her music videos is out of this world. They’ll definitely leave you mind-fucked. The song Marilyn Monroe by Sevdaliza seems to allude to an unrequited love. Check out the video and lyrics below!

it’s true
in this life
i’ve never been the one
in your eyes
i’ve never been the truth
all you saw was a broken mirror
and they told
me to care
when trying to fix your heart
it’s unfair
i’m trying to fix myself
and not care too much about you
it’s true
in this life
i’ve never been the one
in your eyes
i’ve never been the truth
all you saw was a broken mirror
and they told
me to care
when trying to fix your heart
it’s unfair
i’m trying to fix myself
and not care too much about you

he never really wanted me to be his wife
i was nothing more than a trophy
it was incredibly suffocating
i’d find myself wanting him rather dead then alive

Song of the Week – 11/14/16

Since I’m such a lover of music I’ve decided that every week I will post a song that inspires me or just makes me want to get up and shake something. So to start off my first post for Song of the Week here’s a piece by singer Sabrina Claudio called Confidently Lost. The lyrics are beautiful and definitely describe where I am right now in life. Have a listen!

Lyrics

I’m alone but I’m not lonely

Comfortably indulging, in trying to get to know me

I’m just an outline of what I used to be

Constantly evolving

Steadily revolving

I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me

You don’t define me

I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me

Cuz I’m not hiding

Anything (x2)

Made up of hope and meditation

Love, imagination

Water my creation

Baby it’s amazing, all the days I’m facing

Nothing seems to faze me

Cuz I am confidently lost I don’t need you to find me

Cuz I’m not hiding anything (x2)

I’m not hiding, anything (x2)

Thank You: A Farewell

They say nothing lasts forever. Not even love. Everything will come to past. And this has come to past. But the memories will always stay. The good, the bad, the ugly. So, here’s a thank you. A thank you for letting me see a part of your world. Even if it was only for a while. Even if we were left a little more broken than before. Even if I was in the wrong. Even if you were in the wrong. Even if we were both in the wrong. It came and it went. And it’s no more. I don’t want to tell you goodbye. I want to tell you, thank you.

BRI.V.M.