Who The Fuck You Looking At?

I’ve had some time to get to know myself

All the fucking time in the world to dwell on who I may be

But don’t you know this shit don’t come easy

Coming and going, going and coming

All the time to switch it up on a motherfucker

All the time, but no time

Don’t know why I do what I do

Gotta keep moving and ‘do what it do’

But why lie and say everything is alright

When I know damn well everything is not fine

You live and you learn

You go and you earn

Everything is learned

Old habits never die, they just continue to multiply

Save me from myself and I’ll do the rest

At my very best

All the fucking time in the world to dwell on who I may be

But never on the person that’s standing right in front of me

Tender

 

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What The Fuck Is To Come?

Do you ever think about what is to come? Where the fuck will you be? Will you even be here? What if you die before then? Will you make it that far? You don’t fuckin know. Ya know, I have high hopes for myself. So many dreams and hopes. So many. Too many to fuckin count. What if you knew, what if you knew how the fuck I really am? Would you judge me, would you give a fuck? You don’t fuckin know. I don’t fuckin know. Who the fuck knows? Shut the fuck up bitch, because you don’t fuckin know.

Better

Thoughts on Turning 21

It’s official, I’m 21. I’ve been on this earth 21 years and I’m feeling every emotion right now. I’m even getting teary-eyed writing this post. More than anything, it feels good to be alive. I made it to see 21 when many children and teenagers don’t. I’m very proud of how far I’ve come and no one can take that away from me. I’ve accomplished so much in so little time. Best believe I will continue to prosper and accomplish more than I could ever imagine.

I spoke with my papa earlier today – he told me my grandma would be proud. I’m sure she would.

          BRI. V. M.

Jolt

 

 

Where Have I Been?

 It’s February 11, 2017. I haven’t posted in over a month. It’s crazy how time disappears. So, what have I been up to? Well, I was in Cuba from December 31 – January 11 (watch out for a post on that memorable experience) and I’ve been drowning in school work. It’s only February and I’m already drained. I feel as if 2017 is going to be a challenging, but rewarding year. I’m going to get through it and you are too.

 –BRI.V.M.