You don’t know. You’re obviously living life, but at the same time you’re just going through the motions. There are some situations that will happen that will undoubtedly shape who you become. And yes, there are situations that have shaped you into the person you are today, however, you feel as if there is still shit to come that will totally change you. You don’t know what, but it needs to happen for you to realize. Realize what? As to what you need to realize, you’re not sure yet. Perhaps it needs to happen for you to continue to grow as a person. Some shit you just have to experience yourself. And when that time comes, you will know.